Im a hard searching wanting to be a hardworking girl

Since the 22nd of May 2009 I stopped being a Student and entered the world of Unemployment. Today I went to the library and the stupid people at the library told me I have to pay 340kr for not paying my 45kr bill at the exact time that I got it! (just FYI THEY NEVER TOLD ME THAT YOU HAD TO PAY AT ONCE!!!!!!) so since im unemployed and I don't recieve more money from the school I have to get a job.

The thing is, I have like zero experience and everybody wants people that have experience! And I really don't want to work as a nanny again. It really isn't my thing. gosh I have to stop being so prejudice and picky I mean I could work at McDonalds... I guess... I mean there is nothing wrong with working there, I just am afraid of starting there and then never moving on... being stuck at Mcdonalds forever isn't really my dream...

well I will continue looking for some jobs...

The Sims 3 is addictive

It really is...my thoughts are now in Sims (the language) and I know imagine someone controlling me from some distant place...

Time is going by fairly quick, and it is now only 14 days (2weeks) until I turn 19. 19 seems like such an unnecessary age. I mean you can’t really do anything new when you turn 19. In Sweden you are allowed to go out to nightclubs and drink legally there and when you turn 20 you are allowed to purchase alcohol (strong) for your own purposes. But nothing new happens when you turn 19. Nothing.

So until later, this 18 year old will continue with her daily routine of doing nothing. Because sometimes nothing is actually very pleasant.

Update

Harry potter was great! I want to see it again...
I haven't done much lately...Im home alone and I serously have to clean but as we know I love to procrastinate. I've been to a funeral aswell... it was so weird, because it made it so much more real, in a way I hadn't really understood it until the music started playing. It was beautiful and painful. At least now she will no longer suffer.

In first grade we got an assignment: Write about what or who you think a Hero is. If i would get the same assignment today. She would be my Hero.

HARRY POTTER!!!!

Im going out to see Harry Potter with my chocolate donut and my other Friend who would be a kind of a lavender donut I guess...

Anyways I've been looking foward for this movie for like forever! I've been suffering from harry potter abstinence for like 2 years and now finally I will walk into the world I like so much.
This entire day I've been walking around calling everyone, mr or mrs Potter or Voldemort. I just hope I don't get dissapointed...


Love V.

those goddamn grades

they keep popping every where I go... How did you do? What Grade did you get? I knew it would come I just never thought it would bring me down this much... I guess the reason for it being so bad is that I thought I was better than the grades I got...
I understand that people want to talk about it, I guess I have to find a way to block the bad thoughts away...To deal with it...
The thing is, I said it even before we did the exam... I would not tell people what I got... and im sticking to it... so plz just don't ask...


For a bit of better news... The Holy trinity is reunited, at least for 3 (2) days depending on how you count, and that makes me happy

Love. V

ps. Harry Potter premieres today!!! and that also makes me happy

No more feeling sorry

Yesterday and the day before were tuff, results are in and now the future (or at least the 6 coming months) are decided. Im staying in Stockhom, and studying Art History. So to start of this new life, this new beginning, this new chapter in my life Im going to introduce you to one of my favorite photografers his name is:

Henri Cartier-Bresson

Born in Paris, France the 22nd of August 1908, one of the founders of Magnum Photos and according to sources "He helped develop the "street photography" or "real life reportage" style that has influenced generations of photographers that followed."...
I always look for my favorite Picture from him that I saw in 9th grade in the Museum of Modern Arts in Stockholm, it is a picture of an old man that touches me so deeply... but I can never find it, and that is really frustrating.


I hope you like them...

ps. For the first time i ages im eating a midnight snack... it actually feels good