who knew...

Who knew that the end of the world could look so beautiful and that the commen sense is the least commen of all our senses...

A week of pure and hectic studying

på lördag har jag första tentan någonsin! jag börjar bli lite smått nervös! men nu är det bara att satsa på plugget!!!
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I really...REALLY... have to study

but honestly... I don't feel like it...

I used to be someone else...

or am I still that person, did I change, did we change, did the world change... something is different and I cant tell if it is me or something else...
Do I want it to be like before?... honestly no idea...
All I know is that: this is who I am now...
and that is what I was before... (and maybe the person I still am...)

I fell into temptation, now nothing can stop me!

Experiment 001 var en dum idé! jag har aldrig gillat det där med att avhålla sig från vissa saker... man lever bara en gång och bör njuta av det så mycket som möjligt...och jag älskar chocklad! och choklad bönderna bör älska mig o det bör chocklad företagen oxå eftersom allt beror på supply and demand, grejjer som jag ändå typ inte förstår mig på.

jag är lycklig för jag inser att jag lämnat dig bakom mig... även om du inte verkar tro mig...lycklig!

Karma Bitch

...or at least I hope there is something called Karma...
Saturday I worked and got payed, and also lost a 100kr which completly sucks!!! what did I do to deserved that?!?! anyways I was bummed but thought: what the hell its saturday im gonna go out, dance and have fun with my BFF's that were visiting from their respective new towns... so I went out shaked my ass and never thought of it again...
then yesterday when I left pami at the busstation a boy (almost man) dropped 100kr right infront of me...and i was like
-do i keep the money or do I run and give it back... my head argued this for some milliseconds and i remembered my lost money and I knew what I was supposed to do... if it was me I would have loved someone to give my money back... so I ran and handed him the cash...

I felt good, I had done something good and hopefully this would mean some goodluck to me...karma...

Today I woke up with pain in my neck...and its killing me....

karma?

update on experiment 001: I really want chocolate at first everything went good now I want chocolate after every meal!

Experiment nr 001

Im addicted to chocolate... I eat chocolate almost everyday, and the days I don't eat chocolate I crave it like a monkey craves bananas. So i've decided to go cold turkey... and see how long I can go without it...
there are some rules though, and a goal!
rules:

• No pasteries including chocolate unless its somebodys b-day and they give you chocolate cake
• No chocolate icecream, what so ever, even if the icecreme is mostly vanilla with chocolate cover or something...
• max two coups of hot coco! (I cant go without my chocolate milk, i would die and my mom would think i'd gone insane)

My goal is going 2 weeks without chocolate...the worst part of this is that I have a chocolate bar laying infront of me on my desk were i study... and I got it for free... there is nothing better than free chocolate!

Day1. things went smoothly, no chocolate craving at all... didn't even think about it till now...

Day 2. Today I dreamt about chocolate...oh sweet chocolate... my friends think that im doing this because I want to loose weight or something, but that is not it! I want to do this to test myself, to see if I can really stop eating something that I do everyday...and if I do, then I must have the will power in me to stop biting my nails...

Day3. Im hiding the chocolate bar!!!!

love V